my life. bend in the road. I'm taking it. need to. where? don't know. anxiety. what's ahead? I love to look back. beatiful. friends. success. security. ahead? who knows? looks dar. but a glimmer of light like a firefly darts here and there. calling to me. encouraging my heart.

beckoning saying: it's time, it's time. are you my firefly, God? the flickering light in the darkness? are you on the road around the bend? do you nudge and urge me to move on, to not rest to risk, to let go? O God, loving God, to whom I most belong, be that firefly on the road catch my attention. fix my heart's gaze on you again and on the wonder of life.